Monday, April 28, 2008

The Small Bible

This was written by a Presbyterian minister after the last Presidential election; the issues for this election seem much the same to me.

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I have got to get me one of those new small Bibles. I haven’t seen one yet, but I know they must be out there. From what I hear, lots and lots of people have them. It certainly sounds like these new small Bibles make life a whole lot simpler. They are smaller and they cover less material.

These small Bibles must be what so many of the Christian fundamentalists have been reading and studying.

The reports from all the exit polls after the election last Nov. 2 indicate that the No. 1 issue mentioned by voters was morality. Of course, lots of things were mentioned in those polls, but the item that got mentioned the most was moral issues, which is exciting. People care about the quality and the morality of society. The polling data went on to claim that “moral issues” were defined as abortion, gay rights, and same-sex unions by the Christian fundamentalist who voted.

Those are important moral issues. Society has been engaged in a very long and heated debate over the issue of abortion. The questions of gay rights and same-sex unions have come to the top of the list in the last few years. They are issues that every church in the country is talking about and they will be in front of us for a very long time to come. They are very significant moral challenges for our society. I am glad so many people take them seriously.

But if the Christian fundamentalists only have these three issues as a part of their moral agenda, then I need to get the small Bible they are reading. If abortion, gay rights and same-sex unions are the only moral issues they find in their Bible, then I need to get a copy of that small Bible. My Bible has a host of other moral issues that keep me up at night.

My Bible has a whole host of pages in which Jesus is talking about how to treat the poor. In my bigger Bible, Jesus tells his disciples that entrance into the kingdom of heaven depends on how one cares for the sick, the thirsty and those in prison. So for me in my Bible, the whole issue of how to care for the poor and the troubled is a moral issue.


My large Bible has lots of pages about how the people of God are supposed to welcome and care for the aliens in their midst. Be kind to strangers for thereby you may entertain angels. So the whole issue of immigration is a moral issue in my thick Bible.

This new small Bible talks about three moral problems: abortion, gay rights and same-sex unions. My big black Bible has stuff in it that makes me think that prisons and the death penalty have to be called moral issues. There are passages in my Bible that say we are supposed to be stewards of creation and that means environmental issues are moral issues.

There is even this one line that says, “Love your neighbor as yourself.” To me, this seems to make the national debt a moral issue because we are sticking the grandchildren with a pretty big problem. In fact that line about loving our neighbors means the question of taxation has to be seen as a moral issue. And I am not sure that going to war is a good way to love my neighbors.

See! My big black Bible has too much in it. It makes too many things moral issues. I need to get me one of those small, shorter, easier Bibles where the only moral issues are abortion, gay rights and same-sex unions. Those aren’t easy issues, but it is easier than having so many moral issues.

If you see a copy of that new Bible, I hope you will let me know.

Rick Brand is pastor of First Presbyterian Church in Henderson, N.C.


Last Request

From April 28 NEW YORKER, page 138:

"America, America"

KESTER--Rose Rothstein, of North Andover, MA, formerly of East Norwich, NY, March 1, 2008. Widow of Harold E. Kester. Survived by Linda and William Cotter of Concord, MA; Marjorie and Peter Smith of Durham, NH; five loving grandchildren; five great-grandchildren and her sister Anne Gerber. In her memory, please vote Democratic in November.

Maybe this is what I need!

Savage Chickens - Time-Saving Device

Sunday, April 27, 2008

It's almost Monday

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Ours will be cooler than usual, because we've been surprised by another COLD front! Yay! It's supposed to be in the 50s in the morning, which will be a time to enjoy. Soon it'll always be in the 70s in the mornings, never cooler until October. I hate it when the "low" temperature is 78 degrees F. day after day after day.

Seeing God in all Things

"Words can become idols, as believers have always known – even the word ‘God’. They are much more likely to be mistaken for the reality than a statue or a picture. “If one knows anything in God,” said Meister Eckhart, “and affixes any name to it, that is not God. God is above names.”

How then do we see God in all things? We search for God all our lives; but God is not lost. We are lost. God is always present, and when we become present God is present in that awareness. As long as we are present – to anything, even to a tree – we are present to God.

-- Donagh O’Shea OP


Thank you to Ellie at Does Not Wisdom Call?

Seeking, Longing, and Finding the Lord

During the sermon today, our interim priest connected today's Gospel reading (John 14:15-21) with the prayer on a prayer card that she uses for a bookmark that she loses in half-read books and finds again over and over. I liked it so much that I had to find it, and good old Google came to the rescue:

Lord, teach me to seek You,
and reveal Yourself to me when I seek You.
For I cannot seek You unless
You first teach me,
nor find You,
unless You first reveal Yourself to me.

Let me seek You in longing,
and long for You in seeking.
Let me find You in love,
and love You in finding.
Amen.
~~St. Ambrose (338-397)

Saturday, April 26, 2008

A Telephone Call!

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I was thrilled to have a phone call this morning from the Episcopal priest who baptized, confirmed, and married me in Bellingham, WA! Fr. Winn has been retired for 12 years, although I did not know that.

I've been thinking of writing to him for a long time and finally did this past week. I'd previously gotten his address by emailing the secretary at St. Paul's Episcopal Church in Bellingham.

With my return to the Episcopal Church and how much it means to me, I wanted to tell him of my life since 1971 and about the dramatic changes in my spiritual life since then. So I sent him a copy of the talk I gave last year at All Saints to the women of the church about My Faith Story, some of which is recorded on this blog.

It was wonderful to talk with him, and he read me a Rilke poem, which he promised to send me. He also suggested quantum theology books by Diarmuid O'Murchu to me.

Fr. Winn still introduced himself to me on the phone as "Father Winn," which is how I continue to think of him. He showed me how much a phone call means to someone, which is a big message for someone like me who rarely calls anyone. Also, I realize that following that nudge was the right thing in writing to him. I felt connected and cared about by his call and amazed that he would search to find my phone number and call me after 37 years!

Be Thankful

Let us rise up and be thankful,

for if we didn't learn a lot today, at least we learned a little,

and if we didn't learn a little, at least we didn't get sick,

and if we got sick, at least we didn't die; so,

let us all be thankful.

~~

Buddha

Friday, April 25, 2008

Hanging Out

I like to hang clothes out on the line; in fact, I did that today. So, of course, I liked this cartoon that Miss Cellania posted today:

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Feelings?

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Where would I find "blah"--"apathy"--"ennui"--"acedia"?

When I was in therapy a decade and more ago, I was told that I needed to identify my feelings with the acronym JPFLAGS--joy, pain, fear, loneliness, anger, grief, and shame. That was a good way for me to learn to ascertain them, but today I am blah.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Waiting

Life is painful
because of the ones who have died.

Joy is painful
because of the ones who are crying.

Love is painful
because of the ones who hate.

And while I am loving, laughing and crying,
I am waiting for you, my Lord.

Julia Esquivel



Today is my mother's birthday, only she died 16 years ago. She would have been 89 today. I wish she had lived longer than she did. Here she is with baby MJ. (MJ is now 18.)

A Must See!

Morningstar Chronicles posted this, which brought back memories of seeing so many orphans when I was in Zambia two summers ago. Please watch this short, short video:

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Some people are gay. Get over it!


At the end of our weekly lectio divina group today at my former Methodist church, the conversation turned to the United Methodist Church General Conference beginning today in Fort Worth, TX. The website masthead is:

Nice saying, but not lived out when people condemn homosexuality as a sin. And that's where the conversation went this morning. Love the sinner but not the sin. I find that condescending and holier-than-thou self-righteousness.

We had a smaller group than usual today, and two of the five women hoped that the homosexuals would not disrupt the proceedings of the meetings. Of course, one brought up that the Bible declares it a sin, which is when I stepped in to say that not everything in the Bible can be taken literally and that the culture of the time and translations should be considered in trying to understand those scriptural references, so we disagreed on the literal reading of the Bible. More was said until I told them that I preferred not to talk about this as I am very emotionally involved because my daughter is gay and that she was born this way. Even after this, one wondered why "they" didn't just stop practicing it and then everything would all be fine.

I felt pained and hurt, especially by one person, whom I've known a long time and did not realize she felt this way. I ache for my daughter and her partner, as well as other LGBT individuals who are condemned both silently and vocally more often than I will ever know.

The United Methodist Church agreed at the last General Conference:
"Homosexual persons no less than heterosexual persons are individuals of sacred worth. All persons need the ministry and guidance of the church in their struggles for human fulfillment, as well as the spiritual and emotional care of a fellowship that enables reconciling relationships with God, with others, and with self. Although we do not condone the practice of homosexuality and consider this practice incompatible with Christian teaching, we affirm that God's grace is available to all. We commit ourselves to be in ministry for and with all persons." (From "The Nurturing Community," a section of the church's Social Principles, Par. 65G).

What else is "incompatible with Christian teaching" that we participate in? Rev. Russ Whaley wrote:

"If I toss out gay people because of their unrepentant attitude, there are a number of unrepentant persons who, in all fairness, I should also excommunicate. For instance: members who gamble or won’t stand against gambling, though they know full well the United Methodist position on the practice. Also, members who use tobacco (our Book of Discipline says that use of tobacco is not a morally indifferent issue) or alcohol (after all, we did start Prohibition)."

This is an issue that is dividing churches and communities. What about the Golden Rule and loving your neighbor as yourself? What about opening our hearts, our minds, and our doors to others?

I am glad I returned to the Episcopal Church.
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And thanks to Grandmere Mimi, I found this excellent post about homosexuality and the Anglican Church at Mark Harris' Preludium and here's a small section:

"I believe Christians are ill equipped to condemn persons of the same sex who are in love with one another for acting on that love in physical ways or for seeking ways to establish and maintain commitment to one another and for seeking blessing from God and the community. Moreover, given the realities of past Christian willingness to condone a wide variety of moral behavior that we would now consider reprehensible and the tendency to resist change from that behavior, the Church carries a beam in its own eye and has no business demanding that others remove the speck (if there is one) in their own."

To read the rest, go here.


Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Earth Day


Ellie at Does Not Wisdom Call? writes about an Earth Day sermon given by Joseph C. Hough, Jr., President of Union Theological Seminary in New York that is excellent. Go here to read it.

Going Beyond Our Wants

"Sometimes we behave like children in a toy shop. We want this, and that, and then something else. The many options confuse us and create an enormous restlessness in us. When someone says, "Well, what do you want? You can have one thing. Make up your mind," we do not know what to choose.

"As long as our hearts keep vacillating among these many wants, we cannot move forward in life with inner peace and joy. That is why we need inner and outer disciplines, to go beyond these wants and discover our mission in life."
~~Henri Nouwen

From the free daily message found at the Henri Nouwen webpage. Subscribe.

This is what I needed to read this morning!

Monday, April 21, 2008

junk, junk, junk

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MJ has spent the evening cleaning out old clothes from her chest of drawers.

I have so much to clean out that I feel defeated before I even get started. I have clothes that fit me 13 years ago when I was 50 pounds thinner and as I grew fatter over the ensuing years until now. I have been stuck for years about cleaning out and getting rid of these old clothes. Look at what I wrote three months ago:

For a long time, I have been feeling stuck in many areas of my life: prayer, weight, papers, closets! The list could go on and on. . . .

With the realization that I'm stuck, Sunday's quotation from Simone Weil returned to me many times with the thought that "every separation is a link" to God. My link is my resistance, which I am now offering to God.

I certainly need to remember that "every separation is a link" to God. And oddly, I just wrote a letter to the Episcopal priest who baptized and confirmed me in high school and then married CB and me in college. Having returned to the Episcopal Church, I wanted to share with him how the seeds he'd helped to plant have grown. My faith story shows that the separation away from the Episcopal Church no longer exists and that I am linked through it to God.

MJ acts today, while I only ponder. I have felt dissatisfied in my dithering today; am offering this to God. . . awareness, acceptance, ACTION!

This reminds me of Trevor Hudson writing that experience (or revelation) without reflection amounts to nothing. Mere "awareness" counts as nothing, too.

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And I was just helped by a gorgeous picture of pussy willows and a story of hope at Cheesehead's blog.

Be a Sheepdog! (according to Evelyn Underhill)

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"Now those sheep-dogs that afternoon gave me a much better address on the way in which pastoral work among souls should be done than I shall be able to give you. They were helping the shepherd to deal with a lot of very active sheep and lambs, to persuade them into the right pastures, to keep them from rushing down the wrong paths. And how did the successful dog do it? Not by barking, fuss, ostentatious authority, or any kind of busy behavior. The best dog that I saw never barked once, and he spent an astonishing amount of his time sitting perfectly still, looking at the shepherd. The communion of spirit between them was perfect. They worked as a unit. Neither of them seemed anxious or in a hurry. Neither was committed to a rigid plan; they were always content to wait. That dog was the docile and faithful agent of another mind. He used his whole intelligence and initiative, but always in obedience to his master's directive will; and was ever prompt at self-effacement. The little mountain sheep he had to deal with were amazingly tiresome, as expert in doubling and twisting and going the wrong way as any naughty little boy. The dog went steadily on with it; his tail never ceased to wag.

"What did that mean? It meant that his relation to the shepherd was the center of his life; and because of that, he enjoyed doing his job with the sheep, he did not bother about the trouble, nor get discouraged with the apparent results. The dog had transcended mere dogginess. His actions were dictated by something right beyond himself. He was the agent of the shepherd, working for a scheme which was not his own and the whole of which he could not grasp, and it was just that which was the source of the delightedness, the eagerness and also the discipline with which he worked. But he would not have kept that peculiar and intimate relation unless he had sat down and looked at the shepherd a good deal."

~~Evelyn Underhill

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"The Teacher's Vocation" chapter in Evelyn Underhill's, The Mount of Purification: (The Inner Life Series), Longmans, 1960.

Prayers for Jiff

Jiff's mother died on April 13. The memorial service was on April 18. They have returned home. Please support Jiff with your love and prayers.

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In the Solace of the Night
by Roy Gonzalez Tabora

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Amazing Grace: Just the Black Notes!

Did you know of the pentatonic scale (5 notes) and the history of Amazing Grace?
I knew of the scale and the lyricist but not of the piano black keys as the basic notes of Negro spirituals. Enjoy, this is so BEAUTIFUL!!


Friday and Saturday in San Antonio

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On Friday MJ and I drove to San Antonio, because on Saturday there was an early (8 am-3pm) orientation for incoming freshmen at Trinity University. We stayed Friday night with different friends, who only lived two blocks away from each other.

I stayed with my friend Carol, who is an elementary school teacher. I used to stay with her when I spent nights in San Antonio for classes at Oblate School of Theology, but it has been three years since I did that. In that time her mother, whom she cared for, died of Alzheimer's and Carol has had two different bouts with breast cancer. I hadn't seen her since the summer her mother died and she discovered she had breast cancer. She kept on teaching while having chemo every three weeks for the past eight months. I did not even know that she had a double mastectomy last summer. I am sorry I lost track of her, but am glad we reconnected. We talked as if we regularly saw each other and rediscovered our friendship. I am glad. I need to be more faithful in keeping in touch.

On Saturday, MJ and I went on a long tour of the Trinity campus until the parents were put in a separate group. Students and parents went to different talks until meeting again at 2 o'clock. I stayed for two talks by a professor and a panel of students, but left for several hours, because MJ is my fourth child to go to college, plus is my second one to go to Trinity. (I had fun going to the Container Store, which does not exist in Corpus Christi.)

It was funny that a couple whose son MJ goes to school with came over to talk to us, because the husband recognized me from walking in the mall every Saturday! He walks with his father, and I walk with my friend DH, who is a biology teacher, on Saturday mornings. It was funny to make that connection, so we did not only know each other through being parents of our children.

When MJ was in 5th grade, her sister AE gave her a Trinity sweatshirt. Maybe that was the beginning of her desire to go there. It also helped that AE graduated from Trinity and liked the school tremendously. I was glad that MJ's desire to go there was confirmed by the orientation.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Sad and Happy Both

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The Hesitation Between Sad and Happy
by Sonji Hunt

Today is BJ's 23rd birthday. We thought we'd drive to Victoria to visit him after work, but he's on a job at an oil well and won't get home till late tonight, if then. I am sad that we won't be seeing him, sadder than I would have expected, since we've had few of his birthdays with him for several years--and I should be used to not being with him. I was counting on seeing him today, taking him out to dinner, and giving him his presents. So I am happy remembering BJ's quick birth (before the doctor arrived) and BJ as a smiling, cute little boy. And I am sad I won't see BJ, the tall and strong young man, and I feel badly for him having to work such a long day on HIS birthday. As both a mother and a teacher, I would say, "Life isn't fair." But BJ will have fun this weekend because he's going to Houston to be in a friend's wedding.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Prayer via Google

It is so funny what comes up with a Google search. I wanted to get the quotes from Anthony Bloom's book Beginning to Pray without having to find the page by looking through the book. Here's what I found:

Being with God is the end itself, not the means to any other end. A good example of this is from the late Russian Orthodox archbishop Anthony Bloom who tells of an eighteenth-century priest who once asked an aged peasant what he was doing during the hours he spent sitting in the chapel. The old man replied, "I look at Him, He looks at me, and we are happy." [Anthony Bloom, Beginning to Pray (New York: Paulist Press 1970), 62.]

And this was found on a wonderful site about "Prayers" at Ministries with Youth (Presbyterian Church U.S.A.) There are descriptions of and instructions about Contemplative Prayer, the Jesus Prayer, Breath Prayer, Centering Prayer, and Praying with Music that inform and inspire any age level! I am so impressed! Go and look here.

Another site that I discovered had suggestions about prayer by Graham Kings, from a Fulcrum Newsletter, March 2006, about "Listening in Lent."

He wrote:

In the Anglican Kenyan Service of Morning Prayer there is a moving prayer, based around Psalm 16:11, which may be used after a period of silence:

Your silence is full, irresistible;
your presence is joy unspeakable.
People drifting into mind
we lift to you and pray they find
health in sickness,
life in deadness,
strength in weakness,
light in darkness.
Their loss you bear, mysteriously;
Your peace you share, eternally.

~Anglican Church of Kenya, Our Modern Services (Nairobi: Uzima Press, 2002), p15

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Minneapolis skywalks and books

I'd only seen one or two skywalks in my life before going to Minneapolis. "The largest network of skyways is in Minneapolis, 8 miles of skyways connecting 69 blocks, making nearly every building in the city's downtown core skyway accessible." (Wikipedia)
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I was very impressed with myself that during a lunch hour of the ERD Conference, I found my way to the Barnes and Noble store and never went outside! I had to travel up an escalator, over three different skywalks and going through two buildings with stores in the middle of them to get there. I'm not a good map-reader, so I followed the hotel receptionist's directions of left, right, and left again.

Of course, I bought a book, which is intriguing me greatly. I had time to read almost all of it during my travel day on Sunday: The Brain That Changes Itself: Stories of Personal Triumph from the Frontiers of Brain Science by Norman Doidge, M.D.

I bought it because I remembered Gartenfische mentioning a book like this on her blog. However, I have since learned that she recommended a different book that I may still have to read: Train Your Mind, Change Your Brain: How a New Science Reveals Our Extraordinary Potential to Transform Ourselves by Sharon Begley, which is about meditation changing one's brain. I am grateful to Garten for planting that seed, because I am learning so much in The Brain That Changes Itself, which relates scientists and case studies in the new science of neuroplasticity.

What if?

"What if this year we were to let the Holy spirit turn us into people of overflowing fullness?"

~~Brother Roger of Taize on January 1, 1974 in his diary

(As quoted by John S. Mogabgab, editor of Weavings, in the May-June 2008 issue.)

Bush and history

From U.S. News and World Report:

The First Draft of History Looks a Bit Rough on Bush

Posted April 11, 2008

President Bush often argues that history will vindicate him. So he can't be pleased with an informal survey of 109 professional historians conducted by the History News Network. It found that 98 percent of them believe that Bush's presidency has been a failure, while only about 2 percent see it as a success. Not only that, more than 61 percent of the historians say the current presidency is the worst in American history. In 2004, only 11.6 percent of the historians rated Bush's presidency in last place. Among the reasons given for his low ratings: invading Iraq, "tax breaks for the rich," and alienating many nations around the world. Bush supporters counter that professional historians today tend to be liberal and that it's too early to assess how his policies will turn out.

Monday, April 14, 2008

Some Wishes for You

By C. S. Lewis

I wish for you a troubled heart at times

As woes of world and friend come close beside

And keep you sleepless.

I wish for you the thrill of knowing

Who you are,

Where you stand,

And why.

Especially why.

Not prosperity, but dreams I wish for you;

Not riches but a sense of your own worth I wish

For you.

Not even long life, however proud we’d be to have it so.

But life that is crammed with living,

Hour by hour.

And love I wish for you;

May you give it frequently.

I wish for you solitude in the midst of company,

And a mind full of company within your quiet times.

Full todays I wish for you, and full tomorrows.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Jan and Diane

I'm home!

Yay! I'm home, only three hours later than expected. My flight from Minneapolis went very well, but the little American Eagle plane had problems. We all got on and sat for about 30 minutes until they told us to get off the plane. About every 20 minutes, they'd tell us to wait another time period. It turns out that a passenger call button light would not work, and they were trying to fix it. After two hours they sent us down to another gate to a new plane. Fortunately, that one left DFW.

While waiting in the Dallas-Fort Worth Airport, I decided to send the picture of Diane and me taken with my cell phone to me. Never having done anything like this before, I could not figure out how to put @ in the phone, so I sent it to my oldest son DC. He just emailed it to me, so I'll try to post it.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Minneapolis!!

I'm here! Amazingly, on Thursday MY flight was the ONLY American jet to fly from DFW to Minneapolis! I got here so easily that I still find it hard to believe. Now we'll see if I can get back home as easily.

I left Corpus Christi on a day where it got up to 93 degrees F, and it was in the 30s here. It has been lightly snowing here since I arrived (first in the rain), which is fun to see. Doesn't seem to be sticking though.

I had a wonderful dinner and time with Diane and her husband last night. It was like meeting old friends, even though this was the first time we'd met face-to-face. It was a lot of fun to be with them. They even gave me a tour of Minneapolis, which makes me wish I had more time here or could come back.

I only just now discovered a computer I could use and now have to go back to a meeting.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

American Airlines and my travel plans

At O'Hare International Airport today

My travel to Minneapolis on American Airlines does not look positive for Thursday.

"The growing disarray was felt by tens of thousands of travelers Wednesday, as American Airlines canceled 1,094 flights to make sure some wiring on its fleet of 300 MD-80 jetliners was secured correctly inside wheel wells.

"The cancellations are expected to spill over into Thursday. American said late Wednesday that it expected to cancel about 900 flights on Thursday. The worsening condition of the airline industry, however, is being felt in many ways. A new round of airline bankruptcy filings — including ATA Airlines, Skybus and Aloha Air — have begun in recent weeks and is probably far from over."

And Michael M. Grynbaum writes:

So, the best advice if you are planning to travel on Thursday?

“Don’t fly,” said Joe Brancatelli, editor of joesentme.com, a site for business travelers, and a longtime observer of the aviation industry. “Seriously, if you can re-arrange your travel, do it.”

The fallout from the cancellation of more than 1,000 American Airlines is expected to disrupt schedules for every major airliner on Thursday, and severe thunderstorms in the Midwest are likely cause further delays at some airports.

But if you simply must fly on Thursday — or even at any point through the weekend — stay patient, and stay alert.

“Assume the worst, get there early, have lots of patience,” Mr. Brancatelli said. “And, truly, do not listen to anything the airline tells you about what they know.”

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I am pretty sure I can get to Dallas because an American Eagle plane goes there from Corpus Christi, but I don't know if or when I'd be able to leave DFW!


Looking on the brighter side, if I don't post until Sunday or Monday that will mean I've gone to Minneapolis!

Minneapolis! (I hope)

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"The Fort Worth-based carrier had canceled about 460 flights that were to depart Tuesday on MD-80s, giving American nearly 1,500 cancellations in two days.

"'There are about 30 MD-80s in service as of 7 a.m., and we should roll more back into service this morning and this afternoon,' said American spokesman Tim Wagner. 'The situation is fluid, though, and that is why we have gone ahead and cancelled the 850. We do not know at this point if that number will climb, but it might.'"


I (hope I) am going to the Episcopal Relief and Development Conference, which is titled "Healing a Hurting World." Let that be so.

And the most exciting part of the trip will be meeting Diane! I hope I'll get there to meet her!

I'll get home on Sunday.

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

"A Jewish Take on Easter"

A friend sent me a very interesting article entitled "A Jewish Take on Easter" by Rabbi Rami Shapiro. He writes about the Gospel accounts and analyzes history versus myth.


"The transformative power of faith is not rooted in outward signs and historical facts, but in inner awakenings and literary narratives. Only in our day has the human imagination become so degraded as to reduce truth to fact, and myth to falsehood. Only in our day does story pale before history."

My faith journey has brought me to find greater truth in the stories in the Bible than in the so-called "literal" reading of scripture. Facts are black and white, while story or myth goes deeper and deeper into meaning.

"We all seek meaning in the tomb of the dead. We all seek revelation, wisdom, and knowledge in the past. We are obsessed with the known, the conditioned, the fixed, and the frozen. But life lived in the moment is unknown, unconditioned, unfixed, and fluid. The living is not in the past or in the future, but only in the now. When Jesus calls Mary's name he is calling her out of the tomb of the past and into the garden of the present."

This is very interesting reading, whether you agree with the rabbi or not. Questions are good to live with and strengthen our faith, as I experience it. And he asks questions: "What else would we expect from a Teacher who loved to eat, drink, and walk? What else could we expect from a Teacher who welcomed women to his table? What else could we expect from a Teacher whose commissioned act of remembrance honors body and blood?"


I was surprised that Rabbi Rami Shapiro is an author of at least ten books, plus some e-books. And being the bookaholic that I am, I've already ordered one of his books! The Sacred Art of Lovingkindness: Preparing to Practice.

What recession?

What is expressed really depends upon the group one is in. Husband CB and I went to a monthly dinner on Sunday night, which is made up of about seven men who used to work at the same chemical company and their spouses. Oddly, most are 10-20 years older than us. As we sat around the living room, the men started talking about how the liberals and media are deluding the American public about the economy's downturn. Obviously, this is a predominantly Republican group. Partly the denial of a recession is based upon being in a part of Texas that has remained pretty steady economically and where there has not been a decline in building or house prices. Since I am so often a "vague liberal," I did not say anything.

Today's cartoon from the Center for American Progress illustrates part of their attitude:

Today's Cartoon

Go over to FranIAm to read about the cost of the War. Also follow her links and read those posts and articles.

Also, go to Misplaced Economic Priorities at Campaign for America's Future.

Monday, April 7, 2008

Episcopal Relief and Development Conference

I have been named the West Texas Diocesan Coordinator to Episcopal Relief and Development. I am going to the ERD Network Conference in Minneapolis on Thursday through Sunday of this week. I hope I will learn a lot about what my job entails, since few people I've spoken to even know what it is. When I was asked to do this, I was told I could do "as much or as little" as I felt like doing. Our interim priest commented that obviously the past coordinator did very little; neither have I so far!

Province VII is one of nine regional groupings in the Episcopal Church, USA. Look way down to the bottom and you will see the Diocese of West Texas, which has
91 congregations. There are over 27,000 members spread across 60 counties of South Central Texas; from Brady in the north to Brownsville in the south, and from Victoria in the east to Del Rio in the west. I attend one of those 91 churches--All Saints Episcopal Church in Corpus Christi, TX.

I am excited about going and don't know what to expect. I just hope I'll learn a great deal and also be inspired to act.

ERD provides emergency assistance in times of disaster; rebuilds devastated communities and offers long-term program development solutions to fight poverty.

ERD’s mandate is found in Matthew 25: 37-40.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Parent or Grandparent?

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Am I older than I realize? Probably so, since last night CB and I were asked if we were at the Senior Party for our GRANDCHILD! That was as we were leaving as chaperones. The young girl who asked was the receptionist; we had been standing near her to check kids in and out. (If an adolescent left, he/she could not return.)

This reminds me of how MJ is our youngest of four children, while most of her friends are the firstborn in their families. So CB and I are older--at 57 to have an 18 year old daughter.

Last night was MJ's high school's Senior Party, which is rather an elitest event since the parents of seniors pay for their seniors to be involved in this. This may only occur in Corpus Christi or in south TX, as my two sons also participated in their Senior Parties. (Daughter AE saved us a lot of money by NOT wanting to be involved.) At least, each (paid) "host" gets to invite six guests. I was glad that MJ invited girls from her soccer team that probably would not have been included.

Our shift for chaperoning was 10pm to midnight, which is past my bedtime. Fortuitously for us, several inebriated teenagers had already been escorted away by the time we arrived. We were told that some teenagers drink an excessive amount BEFORE arriving somewhere that is being scrutinized, and so that must be what happened. The site only had one entrance, because it was on the sixth floor of a building. Only one elevator was turned on to work.

There is still the Senior Prom at the end of this month, but we don't have to do any duties at that. We "old" people can stay home. . . .

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Us vs. Them: Two Kinds of Americans




A friend forwarded me a link to an article by Sara Robinson entitled "Two Kinds of Americans: Us Versus Them," which is on the Campaign for America's Future website. I was very struck by the article, because I am still reeling from the forwards sent to me by a relative from a very conservative website called Center for Individual Freedom. I was unaware of both sites until this morning. The latter one engages in legal, legislative, and educational activities "to protect and defend individual freedoms and individual rights guaranteed by the U.S. Constitution," which sounds good until I looked at some of their lawsuits and alerts to contact members of congress.

Anyway, about the article by Sara Robinson--

She describes the way groups, even families, can feel comfortable and committed when they feel like they are the "right" ones and others are not, but eventually such division corrodes society when one group grows more dominant and vocal, which creates an ever-widening gap between the groups. Sara addressed this "political-norm" of America by looking at its origins and its effects. Next week she'll look at ways to bridge the separation.

I was interested that she pointed out that Spiro Agnew began the dramatic divide in 1969:

"That November, Agnew proclaimed the end of that era, in a speech that tore into the country's liberal leadership with a ferocity that stunned the nation. He called the leaders of the anti-war movement (which, by that late date, represented well over two-thirds of the country) "political hustlers" -- "who would tell us that our values are lies." "America cannot afford to write off a whole generation for the decadent thinking of a few," he argued -- a few who "prey upon the good intentions of gullible men everywhere," and who were best characterized as "vultures who sit in trees and watch lions battle, knowing that win, lose, or draw, they will be fed." The real enemy, of course, was liberals -- and the Democratic party, which was guilty of something akin to treason for harboring them."


Of course, I cannot help remembering that Agnew accepted bribes when he was Governor of Maryland and continued to accept them when he was Vice President! He resigned in 1973 and was also disbarred from the practice of law in MD. What about his values?? (Accepting bribes seems like "decadent thinking" to me.)

However, Sara Robinson did not bring up Agnew's transgressions in her article.

She writes that effects of this polarization in the USA are faltering economy, failing infrastructure, global war on terror, unaccountable government, bad decision-making, and the death of the common good.

"Whenever a society devolves to Us Versus Them, the common good is the first and worst casualty of the ensuing war. The conservatives worked overtime through the 1970s and 80s to convince us that the common good was nothing more than a mass delusion that weakened society, and was probably a Communist plot. By 1987, Margaret Thatcher was publicly admitting that "there is no such thing as society;" and conservative intellectuals were insisting in peer-reviewed journals that "communalism" -- that is, the notion that we have any obligations to each other at all -- was a dangerous and backward superstition that needed to be extinguished."


I find this language frightening. No wonder society and churches are concerned about the need for community in the face of the post-modern quest of individualism. (Like the Center for Individual Freedom, as if we need help in assuring our single focus.)

I hope you will go and read this entire article.

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Friday, April 4, 2008

Live the questions now


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Cannon Beach Sunrise - Oregon
Elliot Teskey

Sometimes I miss the Pacific Ocean.

... have patience with everything unresolved in your heart
and to try to love the questions themselves
as if they were locked rooms or books written
in a very foreign language.
Don't search for the answers,
which could not be given to you now,
because you would not be able to live them.
And the point is, to live everything.
Live the questions now.
~ Rainer Maria Rilke ~

Thursday, April 3, 2008

What would Jesus NOT do?


Please still look at the post below about Nan Merrill's FREE newsletter. But I couldn't resist copying this from Missy over at St. Anne, Pray for Us.

"Friends of Silence" by Nan Merrill

Nan Merrill is the author of a favorite book of mine, Psalms for Praying, among others. Nan Merrill has published a modest newsletter, "Friends of Silence," for many years as a labor of love. At the top of each monthly mailing is this: "Is there enough Silence for the Word to be heard?" (T. S. Eliot) In its pages, she explores silence, solitude, and community with the universe, grand themes but in a gentle and modest tone.

In the March 2008 newsletter, Nan Merrill wrote, as a prelude to the variety of quotations she collected for this issue:

"May our prayers include pauses of simple be-ing. . . of gratitude in the Silence for the present moment of live, nature's gifts, and Love-ever-with-us. Throughout each day may we be mindful of our thoughts, for strong thought--positive or negative--are, in a real sense our prayers. As has been wisely observed, 'as we thinketh, so we become.' Thoughts, like prayer, radiate energy that matters, depending on our focus, intensity, intention, and accompanying source of reception. May our prayers be from the heart, breathed into the Silence. . . May our thoughts be loving, gentle, and kind. . . May both our prayers and thoughts lead us to fulfillment; service and sharing wherever we meet a need. . . May our gifts and creativity grow in the Silence."
~~
Nan Merrill

The "Friends of Silence" newsletter is published eleven times a year and is free. Donations are gratefully accepted. To subscribe, go here.

And to learn more about how this newsletter ministry began, along with an invitation to join in quiet prayer together, go here.

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

26,500 children are dying today.

Ever the procrastinator, I am preparing a talk to give to a United Methodist Women's circle tonight. I was going to talk about my June 2006 trip to Zambia, but I started looking up current statistics about poverty, children and women in the world and got immersed in information. With tears in my eyes, I have to share about some statistics I found about children dying:

Around the world, some 26,500 children die every day.

That is equivalent to:

  • 1 child dying every 3 seconds
  • 18 children dying every minute
  • A 2004 Asian Tsunami occurring every week
  • An Iraq-scale death toll every 15–36 days
  • Almost 10 million children dying every year
  • Some 60 million children dying between 2000 and 2006
The silent killers are poverty, hunger, easily preventable diseases and illnesses, and other related causes. In spite of the scale of this daily/ongoing catastrophe, it rarely manages to achieve, much less sustain, prime-time, headline coverage.
http://www.globalissues.org/TradeRelated/Poverty/death/


To read more, go to Global Issues and choose a topic to look at. There are many!

It is run and authored by:

Anup Shah, About this Web Site, GlobalIssues.org, Last updated: Sunday, February 03, 2008


My heart is so small
it's almost invisible.
How can You place
such big sorrows in it?
"Look," He answered,
"your eyes are even smaller,
yet they behold the world."

~~Rumi


Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Texas Trivia or just my trivia

Instead of quoting and/or copying images, I thought I'd write something of my own, though I'm not inspired. However, what prompted me to do this is that I want you to look at the beautiful pictures of contrasting weather that my daughter posted on her blog. There are blossoming cherry trees on the University of Washington campus and then snow in Bellingham, WA! And today it got up to 86 degrees F. here in south TX. This makes AE glad she doesn't live here anymore, among other reasons. As it gets hotter and continues to do so, I'll start wishing I wasn't living here for TX extended summers. . . which start in the spring time.

I learned today that elbow bursitis (tennis elbow?) can persist for months. I was happy to hear that the best way to treat it is applying ice packs during the day. The swelling is down, and my elbow is just red and slightly enlarged. So it's better--and movement is back to normal. Yay.

MJ is at a regional soccer play-off final game where a different high school's boys' team is playing. (There are five high schools in Corpus Christi.) At the beginning of this school year, I was very irritated because the Ray HS girls' soccer coach (MJ's coach) for the past two years left them to coach a BOYS' team at a different (King) high school! Well, his expertise helped the boys to get this far into the playoffs. (However, the girls' replacement coach was incompetent, though pleasant.)

I am reading a book I bought five years ago, a fact I learned from Amazon's tracking system. I never finished it back then and am finding it to be "just right" for now. It concerns the spiritual journey from a Buddhist perspective and addresses spiritual greed quite well. The book is Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism by Chogyam Trungpa. It reminds me of a video that I saw at Non-Duality Cartoons last week, where Eckhart Tolle says that if we are thinking that we'll be enlightened in the future, we are NOT in the present moment where we could be realizing we have and are everything we desire.

Well, even in my trivia, I managed to mention a book. Typical, right?

Small, little. . . .huge?

Today's Cartoon

Time





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Monday, March 31, 2008

Seeing the Same Moon

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paths at the foot of the mountain
Do differ, but
We all see the very same
Moon at the summit

~~Nitobe Inazo
1862-1933
(an early Quaker!)



Artist:
YOSHITOSHI TSUKIOKA: One Hundred Views of the Moon, 1885-1892

This is Yoshitoshi's most popular series: the selection demonstrates why. More can be seen at the Stuart Jackson Gallery.


Here's another about enlightenment and the moon:

Moon of Enlightenment
The night clouds dissolve
Hotei pointing at the moon
holds no opinion

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Where did you feel most welcome?

Today at church there was a town hall meeting about "hospitality." After eating lunch, each table was supposed to answer the questions: (1) Where did I feel most welcome/accepted? and (2) What are the impediments to hospitality here?

From the conversation at our table, I was reminded of one of the nicest things that ever happened to me, most unexpectedly. When my dad died in 2002, we had a memorial service for him at Garden Street United Methodist Church in Bellingham, WA. He had not wanted a funeral; as his only child, I wanted a memorial service. Neither of my parents went to church, nor did CB's parents attend one at that time. Garden Street UMC kindly offered to hold the service when we told that we were members of the Methodist Church in Corpus Christi, TX.

What was surprising and very gracious was that the United Methodist Women had a lovely reception following the memorial service. They offered to do this for an unknown family, with no prospect of us becoming members. Having no siblings or close relatives, there was no expectation of anyone joining their church! Their hospitality was spontaneous, generous, and kind. My heart is still warmed when I think of this.

This was an example of hospitality to the stranger(s).

And this is where both my parents' and also my mother's parents' ashes are interned--at Greenacres Cemetery in Ferndale, WA.

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Jeffrey Sachs' New Book

Did you ever read The End of Poverty by Jeffrey Sachs? I really liked that book.His new book sounds hopeful and idealistic, but I have not read it yet. You can hear a little bit about it on the video described below that I couldn't post.

I tried to post the video of Jeffrey Sachs and Jon Stewart on the March 18, 2008 "Daily Show" but was unable to do so. I first saw it at Episcopalians for Global Reconciliation, where you can watch the video, too. But below is a review from The Economist of Jeffrey Sachs' new book Common Wealth: Economics for a Crowded Planet. More reviews of the book are here.

Sachs appeal
March 27, 2008

"IF GILBERT AND SULLIVAN were looking for the very model of a modern intellectual, they would surely pick Jeffrey Sachs. He is so “right on” that when Time magazine featured him in its global list of people who influence the world, his profile was written by Bono, a rock singer. His job titles—director of the Earth Institute and special adviser to the United Nations Secretary-General on the Millennium Development Goals—seem almost tailor-made to get up the noses of conservatives.

"Nor is Mr Sachs lacking in ambition. His previous book was called “The End of Poverty”. Now he has moved on to tackle a wide range of other challenges facing the planet, from climate change through to disease eradication. His goals include stabilisation of the world's population, a move to sustainable energy use and “a new approach to global problem solving”.

"If the above makes Mr Sachs sound like an impractical dreamer, that would be rather unfair. This densely written book is packed with statistics and carefully worded arguments. Nor is the author a left-wing ideologue. He recognises that the private sector and market-based solutions have a vital role to play. He cites, for example, the success achieved by public-private sector initiatives in tackling acid rain and chlorofluorocarbon emissions.

"On population control, he makes the good (if counter-intuitive) point that improvements in infant mortality are an important part of the solution. When families know that more of their children will survive into adulthood, they have fewer kids. Reduced fertility in turn leads to improved living standards and, eventually, by cutting the numbers of idle and impoverished young men, reduces the potential for conflict and terrorism. As he remarks, this makes the Bush administration's negative attitude towards family planning even more difficult to understand.

"Courageously, Mr Sachs does not ignore costs. He reckons the bill for tackling the issues he raises will come to a total of 2.4% of rich-world economic output (about one year's growth). That seems a reasonable price to pay, provided of course that you are not paying it. Indeed, the book's rather jaunty tone plays down some of the hard choices that will need to be made if the world's problems are to be tackled. On climate change, Mr Sachs is very enthusiastic about carbon capture and sequestration, a technology that is unproven on a large scale and will be difficult to adapt to existing power plants. One must also doubt whether all the world's cars could really be converted into gas-electric hybrids by 2026, as he suggests.

"This brings us to the main problem with the book: it is unremittingly worthy and expects other people to be so too. When the author writes that a post-Kyoto agreement on climate change “should include all actors, not just the rich ones, and not just the rich ones who are willing to reduce emissions”, one wonders how many real people would vote for that. Similarly, he says blithely that “in order to combat poverty and inequality, it is also essential to combat racism and intolerance.”

"If everyone in the world were as reasonable as Mr Sachs, his solutions would be easy to implement. However, if everyone were that reasonable, there would not be so many problems in the first place."

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Give

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"In the spiritual lore of India, it is said that God whispered only one word in our ears when he sent us into the world: “Give.” Give freely of your time, your talent, your resources; give without asking for anything in return. This is the secret of living in joy and security."

~~Eknath Easwaran


The Thought for the Day is today's entry from Eknath Easwaran's Words to Live By. (Copyright 1999 and 2005 by The Blue Mountain Center of Meditation.)

Select the Thought for the Day for any day of the year.

Saturday in South Texas

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The live oak trees have scattered pollen all around the yards and deck. Our fuzzy cocker spaniel Baillie keeps tracking it into the house. Pollen strands fall into the dogs' water dish, so it is refreshed frequently. There are piles of pollen along our driveway and the sidewalks.

I remember when I first moved to TX in 1978, I could not understand why a tree would be called "live" oak--were there "dead" oak trees living?? Oh, well. They grow into beautiful shade trees and don't seem to lose some of their leaves until after January.

This is the end of the third nine weeks period in our public schools here. This is the grand computation time--when the seniors will learn their final class ranking. MJ has been #2 all through high school. In a few weeks we'll learn whether she's maintained that spot and will be one of the graduation speakers.

Last weekend I noticed that my left elbow was hurting. By Easter it was swollen and has continued this way all week. I self-diagnosed myself as having bursitis in my elbow, a new "condition" for me. The Mayo Clinic advises consulting a doctor after 10 days, so I'll see how it is on Monday. My elbow swelled more in the middle of the week when I tried to live normally, so I'm back to coddling that left arm and icing it down a few times a day.

The dead animal smell is almost gone, though still somewhat detectable by the kitchen sink. I learned on the internet to put out bowls of vinegar, and that seemed to help defuse some of the odor. Last night we even ate our dinner at the kitchen table, which shows how much better the situation is.

Here's a classic picture of a Texas live oak tree with bluebonnets, which are blooming at this time of year. TX wildflowers are wonderful!

Thursday, March 27, 2008

"My Stroke of Insight" book

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At the same time of reading Taylor's book, I've also been Eckhart Tolle's A New Earth: Awakening to Your Life's Purpose (Oprah's Book Club, Selection 61) , so that together these books brought great insight into the Presence of God always with us.

I am amazed at the intelligence and determination of Taylor in recovering from the stroke she suffered at the age of 37. You can see all that if you watch the 18 minute video of her TED talk.

Since she was (and is) a neuroanatomist, she had great knowledge and confidence in her brain as she suffered the stroke. In fact, she remembers telling herself when she realized what was happening: "Yep, I'm having a stroke. . .but I'm a very busy woman! All right, since I can't stop this stroke from happening, then, okay, I'll do this for a week! I'll learn what I need to know about how my brain creates my perception of reality and then I'll meet my schedule, next week. Now, what am I doing? Getting help. I must stay focused and get help." And she pleaded with herself: "Remember, please remember everything you are experiencing! Let this be my stroke of insight into the disintegration of my own cognitive mind." (46)

She prepares the reader for what happened by spending two beginning chapters describing in simple terms how the brain works. (I needed that info!) The she describes the stroke as she remembers and how her recovery went, which lasted more than eight years.

Taylor lost all her understanding of language and her ability to speak; she lost awareness of where her body started and ended; she lost much movement. She gained an awareness of her unity with ALL and even wondered at one point how she'd ever fit back into her little body. She became aware of her own composition of cells, as well as seeing the cellular makeup of her surroundings.

As the bleeding in the left side of her brain progressed, she suddenly noticed SILENCE. The chatter of thinking had stopped. Taylor believes that was because the left side of her brain was losing its various functions, so she relied on the right side, which was perceiving the bigger picture of Unity with ALL. She writes:

"In place of that constant chatter that had attached me to the details of my life, I felt enfolded by a blanket of tranquil euphoria. . . As the language centers in my left hemisphere grew increasingly silent and I became detached from the memories of my life, I was comforted by an expanding sense of grace. In this void of higher cognition and details pertaining to my normal life, my consciousness soared into an all knowingness, a 'being at one' with the universe, if you will." (41)

In the hospital, she could not understand what anyone said to her. She said she could sense whether someone brought positive and loving energy towards her or negative attitudes. The people who came close to her and talked softly and lovingly brought her to pay attention, which was a great effort. However, those people who were abrupt, hurried and talked loudly (to MAKE her understand!) caused her to retreat into herself to the "la-la-land" where she felt tranquility.

This makes me think of the energy that emanates from each of us and how our thoughts and/or prayers affect others. This goes along with the quote I have at the top of my blog by Quaker Harold Loukes: "An act of love that fails is just as much a part of the divine life as an act of love that succeeds, for love is measured by its own fullness, not by its reception." That gives me such hope for change in the world--by our hopes, prayers, and love.

In her recovery, Taylor became aware of how the cells in her body reacted to strong feelings and the ingestions of such foods that contained caffeine and sugar. She made choices to avoid agitation of the cells in her boy by refraining from caffeine and sugar (which I should do) and choosing to respond differently to situations so that anger or fear would not immediately appear unless needed. She wrote:

"When I become conscious of what cognitive loops my brain is running, I then focus on how these loops feel physiologically inside my body. Do I feel alert? Are my eyes dilated? Is my breath deep or shallow? Do I feel tightness in my chest? Do I feel lightness in my head? Is my stomach upset/ Do I feel antsy or anxious? Are my legs jiggling? Neuronal loops (circuits) of fear, anxiety or anger, can be triggered by all sorts of different stimulation. But once triggered, these different emotions produce a predictable physiological response that you can train yourself to consciously observe." (151)

Being aware of the present moment is a spiritual practice in all religions or spiritualities. This is what she's emphasizing. Taylor felt enlightenment or egolessness due to the effects of her stroke. Suddenly she didn't have all those chattering thoughts, which we try to rid ourselves of through meditation, contemplation, centering prayer and other disciplines.

Her experiences made me feel that a scientist observed the spiritual reality I believe in. Each of us has the ability to perceive our unity and connection. We need to pay attention!

"Step one to experiencing inner peace is the willingness to be present in the right here, right now." (159)

"Your stuff is your stuff, and my stuff is my stuff. Feeling deep inner peace and sharing kindness is always a choice for either of us. Forgiving others and forgiving myself is always a choice. Seeing this moment as a perfect moment is always a choice." (148)


Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Stinky!

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There is a strangely familiar, dreadful smell in the kitchen. It's been getting stronger since last night. Now it's 83 degrees F. outside, which must be fermenting the dead animal in our shallow attic. Squirrel or rat? Doesn't matter; it's some kind of dead animal. It stinks. And this is in our KITCHEN!!

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Golden Rule

Native Spirituality
We are as much alive as we keep the Earth alive.
Chief Dan George


Sikhism
I am a stranger to no one; and no one is a stranger to me. Indeed, I am a friend to all.
Guru Granth Sahib, pg. 1299


Christianity
In everything, do to others as you would have them do to you; for this is the law and the prophets.
Jesus, Matthews 7:12


BaHa'I Faith
Lay not on any soul a load that you would not wish to be laid upon you, and desire not for anyone the things you would not desire for yourself.
Baha'ullah, Gleanings


Judaism
What is hateful to you, do not do to your neighbour. This is the whole Torah; all the rest is commentary.
Hillel, Talmud, Shabbat 31a


Buddhism
Treat not others in ways that you yourself would find hurtful.
Udana-Varga 5.18


Islam
Not one of you truly believes until you wish for others what you wish for yourself.
The Prophet Muhammad, Hadith


Taoism
Regard your neighbour's gain as your own gain, and your neighbour's loss as your own loss.
T'ai Shang Kan Ying P'ien, 213-218


Hinduism
This is the sum of duty: do not do to others what would cause pain if done to you.
Mahabharata 5:1517


Confucianism
One word which sums up the basis of all good conduct...loving kindness. Do not do to others what you do not want done to yourself.
Confucius, Analeets, 15.23


Jainism
One should treat all creatures in the world as one would like to be treated.
Mahavira,Sutrakritanga


Unitarianism
We affirm and promote respect for the interdependent web of all existence of which we are a part.
Unitarian principle


Zoroastrianism
Do not do unto others whatever is injurious to yourself.
Shayast-na-Shayast, 13.29