Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Gift of Darkness

Thanks to Ellie at Meditation Matters for this thought and image.

Quakers (like Parker Palmer) say that sometimes we don't see the door opening, but we see the door shut. That's the darkness. Looking in the past, we often can see the gifts we could not see during the dark and difficult times. 

I hope I will remember to "thank my Teacher" (as my long-ago spiritual director advised me) when I become aware of the darkness. . . . .

Monday, July 30, 2012

Happy Plane!

This morning I will take a plane to Dallas and then another to Seattle! Daughter AE is generously picking me up at the airport, taking time off from work.

At about the same time my flight departs (or so I hope), Chuck and MJ will leave in her crammed little car for their drive to Salt Lake City. MJ is taking her things to move into the apartment she will live in for the first year of graduate school at the University of Utah.

I hope the plane seems this happy for 20 month old Avery for her first flight. I know her parents (son) DC and AA are worried about how she will be on the 4+ hours trip. They will be hoping their trip on Thursday will be an overall happy experience.

Chuck (formerly called CB) and MJ will fly into Seattle very early on Friday morning. The last of our children to arrive is BJ; he and his girl friend RM get to Seattle from Houston on Saturday!

And I will be smiling like that little airplane!

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Friday, July 27, 2012

Backwards or Forwards?

That's a rhyme to play with small children, but it describes how I probably look like to you readers of my blog:

I have scarcely been blogging lately because of all my reading of mysteries, but am now planning to put forth future postings while we are gone on our vacation. It is funny/odd that while I am home, there are absences but while I am away, there will be daily posts. It all goes back to intentionality.

Now today is my husband's birthday. For the first time in our married life (of 40 years) I did not bake him a cake! Instead, he agreed that he would like hot fudge sauce over vanilla ice cream. Way back in 2009, I posted the recipe for hot fudge sauce. It is the best recipe I have ever found for chocolate sauce. We really enjoyed that tonight.

Today MJ came home from college, leaving friends and her beloved chemistry professor behind. She has the hefty task of going through her belongings to decide what she should take to Salt Lake City where she will be going to graduate school at the University of Utah. In two days she must choose and pack up her car.

On Monday she and her dad will leave on the long drive to Salt Lake City in MJ's small car (Jetta). They will leave the car at her new apartment in Salt Lake City and then on Friday will fly to Seattle where I already will be--visiting MJ's older sister AE and friends.

I am also leaving on Monday, but on planes to Dallas and then to Seattle. That is why I am blogging ahead of time for all the days that we'll be in Washington State. While Margaret cleans and sorts this weekend, I'll be blogging!


Friday Five: Minimalist

Sally brings today's RevGalBlogPals Friday Five and tells us about her upcoming move:

We are packing to move, boxes are everywhere, stuff has been taken to charity shops, more needs to go to the tip. Once again I am asking myself where all this stuff has come from, once again I'm thinking that I should really reduce and simplify.

So bearing in mind you are allowed the Bible, a bed + linen, a functioning kitchen, and a comfy chair, clothes within reason ( no dragging last centuries wardrobe in case), and probably essential today a lap-top OR computer  choose one from each of the following as your luxuries:

All I can say is that since we have not moved for almost 20 years, I have hoarded way too much stuff. I need to get on this "moving" kick or at least simplicity one!

1. A book
Trying to squeeze in more than one book, I'm fudging a little and will say my Kindle, which holds multiple books in the space of one. Otherwise, it is too hard to choose just one book!

The "book" I need the most is my address book!

2. A piece of music (albums/ sets allowed)
Taize

3. Piece of electronic/ tech equipment
Computer, cell phone, ipod. . . . .

4. luxury item of clothing
slippers or most comfortable pair of shoes


5. One item of your choice- it can be as normal or as weird as you like
pictures of my family, both living and dead

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Too busy reading to blog!

I have been obsessed with reading the Matthew Shardlake mysteries by C. J. Sansom lately to blog. These take place in the time of Henry VIII and I love learning about that time in England with the controversial takeover of Catholic lands, the Papists, and the seeming Lutheran-type preachers and followers. It is so interesting! And I have almost finished the last and fifth volume!

Go here to find a list of these books.

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Mother or GRANDMOTHER?

 Okay, here's a question: Do I look like my daughter's GRANDMOTHER??

The saleslady at Sears asked if I was her grandmother when MJ bought a bed from her in Salt Lake City.  Somehow that was a deflating remark, but I've recovered from the shock of it now. I'm glad to be Avery's grandmother, but not MJ's!!




This is MJ and me in Park City, Utah last Sunday for their new market day called "Park Silly."

And I guess I could be her grandmother if I'd had her mother when I was 20 years old and then MJ was born when her mother was 20.

Friday, July 20, 2012

Friday Five: Next Five Months





Today's Friday Five for RevGalBlogPals is all about summer whizzing by and there only being five more months in this year.

Since I live in hot and humid southern and coastal Texas, I look forward to the coming months. Unfortunately, it does not get any cooler until sometime in October or even in November. I really miss the fall days I grew up with in the north. I used to be an elementary school teacher, and so I associate the beginning of school with autumn--BUT not here!


August:
I am looking forward to August very much with the advent of a family vacation to Washington State. Although my parents died years ago, my husband's parents are still alive in Bellingham. It is exciting to have all our children join us there, along with our first grandchild, whom Great Grandma and Great Grandpa have never met. We are renting a house at Friday Harbor on San Juan Island for one week. Our children have varying times of being with us. The youngest MJ leaves early to start graduate school at the University of Utah.

September:
Classes and life will start up again. I lead a weekly lectio divina group at First United Methodist Church and also facilitate a weekly reading group called the Wisdom Class at All Saints Episcopal Church. I must start organizing the church library at All Saints (again) with renewed vigor.

October:
This is the month that we'll probably get our first cold front this far south to cool things off for a few days. This is also my birthday month; I love birthdays!

November:
More birthdays this month: Our youngest daughter MJ will be 23 and our only grandchild Avery will be 2 years old! Other events to anticipate are our daughters AE and KA visiting from Seattle and later Thanksgving!

December:
Christmas! I love to send Christmas cards and get ready for Christmas by baking lots of cookies, all of which I look forward to. This is also the month when our wedding anniversary is right before Christmas--41 years together this year!



Thursday, July 19, 2012

Salt Lake City Library

Salt Lake City Library to the right; City County Building in the center.

This past Sunday MJ and I visited the Salt Lake Library, a six-story building surrounded by gardens with some statues.  I particularly liked the children reading on the lawn. Go here to read more about this amazing library. Part of its description: "Salt Lake City's Main Library, designed by internationally-acclaimed architect Moshe Safdie, embodies the idea that a library is more than a repository of books and computers; it reflects and engages the city's imagination and aspirations. The building, which opened in February 2003, is double the previous space with 240,000 square feet for more than 500,000 books and other materials, and room for the collection to grow. The six-story curving, walkable wall embraces the public plaza, with shops and services at ground level, reading galleries above, and a 300-seat auditorium. A multi-level reading area along the glass lens at the southern facade of the building looks out onto the plaza with stunning views of the city and Wasatch Mountains beyond. A roof-top garden, accessible by walking the crescent wall or the elevators, offers a 360 degree view of the Salt Lake Valley. Spiraling fireplaces on four floors resemble a column of flame from the vantage of 200 East and 400 South. The Urban Room between the library and the crescent wall is a space for all seasons, generously endowed with daylight and open to magnificent views."

Interior of Salt Lake City Library
The books are on the left. To the right on the bottom floor are shops and above right on each floor are meeting or reading rooms.
 
MJ and I walked up all the flights of stairs to the rooftop where we could walk around seeing beautiful views of Salt Lake City. You can see the elevators on the left for those who do not want to walk.


Old card catalog holding greeting cards in the Library Shop
And you who know me, know that I bought cards in this shop. There were wonderful ones related to reading! I will visit here whenever I get to travel to Salt Lake City again.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Books, books, books!


I've been reading a lot lately, especially on the trip to and from Salt Lake City. So I thought I'd tell you what I'm reading and have liked.

Dissolution by C. J. Sansom is set in England in the time of Henry VIII. Oddly, I found this mystery series in a link at Wikipedia about Thomas Cromwell after looking him up while reading Wolf Hall on my Kindle. I then left Wolf Hall for later reading and started reading the series by C. J. Sansom by reserving the books at my local library. These mysteries feature the hunchbacked lawyer Matthew Shardlake, who struggles with his disability and how the changing marriages of Henry VIII that affect politicians, politics, and religion. He sometimes works for Thomas Cromwell. I am seeing the chaos that affected all walks of life at the dissolution of monasteries and am learning a lot of history.

Since I read the second book in the series first as it was available at the library when I began reading the series, I just finished the first one Dissolution in Salt Lake City. Now I am ready to start the third one

While in Salt Lake City, MJ and I visited a lovely independent bookstore called "The King's English." It was there that I found Tallgrass by Sandra Dallas as we wandered through the various small rooms of the old building. Like many independent bookstores, they have visiting authors. Sandra Dallas must have visited sometime because I have an autographed copy! I am thinking that this would be an enjoyable book club choice. It takes place in a small town in Colorado during WWII when a Japanese internment camp was located nearby. The story centers around a sugar beet farming family, through the eyes of a 13-year-old girl. It captures a time when fear of the Japanese was rampant, especially as these dust bowl people had never seen Asians before. Her father is a lone voice for reason and equality, and I am not sure what will soon be developing.

I am especially interested in this book because I remember asking my mother about the treatment of Japanese people in the USA after we lived in Japan for three years. I could not understand how that could have happened; she told me how fearful they were on the west coast after the bombing of Pearl Harbor, fearing that the Japanese would invade and/or bomb their coast. I never could understand that attitude, so this book is helping me to get more of the measure of those times.


Last year when I visited MJ in Spain, I read A Discovery of Witches by Deborah Harkness on my Kindle, because I saw it for sale at an exorbitant price in the DFW Airport (so I downloaded it there). I liked it so much that I gave it to my son BJ for his birthday last year, but I don't think he ever read it. How the book ended left the reader knowing there would be another book following it, which I've just received as I had pre-ordered it. The very thick Shadow of Night is sitting on my bedside table, but I have not started it yet.

My friend Nancy recently told me that she had pre-ordered it also but that she couldn't remember the first story. I only recall parts of the story and so may have to go back and skim A Discovery of Witches before I begin reading its sequel.

The Wisdom Class reading group at our church is almost finished discussing Healing the Heart of Democracy by Parker J. Palmer. We continue to have interesting discussions not only about the polarizing politics present in the USA now, but also how to hold different viewpoints in tension instead of jumping to one end or the other. Palmer is excellent about re-educating readers about the meaning of "democracy" and its history in the United States. I needed to learn again about its meaning.

The next book we will read is Living Buddha, Living Christ by Thich Nhat Hanh. We are taking a break until after Labor Day. I was introduced to this classic by Bonnie at Bonnie's Books.

The Way


The Way is Love, whichever way we go.

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Mormon Tabernacle

Was that TODAY?

Believe in hunches
not opinion polls
You are not your name
or your telephone number
At boarding time
don't miss the boat
that has your name on it
It sails only once
Head for the deep
Hold to your course
even if your vision
shipwrecks you

~~James Broughton

"Little Sermons of the Big Joy"

Saturday, July 14, 2012

July 14

Notice

This evening, the sturdy Levi's
I wore every day for over a year
& which seemed to the end
in perfect condition,
suddenly tore.
How or why I don't know,
but there it was: a big rip at the crotch.
A month ago my friend Nick
walked off a racquetball court,
showered,
got into his street clothes,
& halfway home collapsed & died.
Take heed, you who read this,
& drop to your knees now & again
like the poet Christopher Smart,
& kiss the earth & be joyful,
& make much of your time,
& be kindly to everyone,
even to those who do not deserve it.
For although you may not believe
it will happen,
you too will one day be gone,
I, whose Levi's ripped at the crotch
for no reason,
assure you that such is the case.
Pass it on.

At Green Acres in Bellingham, WA  




20 years ago today my mother died from pancreatic cancer. She was only 72. I still wish she was around to see how well her grandchildren have grown and to meet her great-granddaughter Avery. 

July 14 is a special day for me. Since her death, I've tried to collect people who have birthdays on this date. So far, I have three friends who do. I like remembering them as  I recall my mother. It has become a sweet day.

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Salt Lake City

University of Utah in Salt Lake City
Tomorrow (Thursday) MJ and I are flying to Salt Lake City to find her a place to live for graduate school. In the fall she will be at the University of Utah, starting to work towards a PhD. in organic chemistry, just like her father earned long ago at Oregon State University.

I am looking forward to being with MJ and to seeing what Salt Lake City is like. I've never been to Salt Lake City before. MJ visited there some months ago when she was deciding which graduate school to attend.

There is a direct flight to Salt Lake City from San Antonio, so that is how we will be flying to and from SLC. Since MJ is already in San Antonio, I am the one who will drive there tomorrow for our flight departure.

We return on Monday evening. I hope the plane will arrive in time, because I will drive back to Corpus Christi that evening and would like to get home earlier rather than later. It takes more than two hours to drive between the two cities.

Salt Lake City, here we come!

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Why Wonder?

Why wonder about the loaves and the fishes?
If you say the right words, the wine expands.
If you say them with love
and the felt ferocity of that love
and the felt necessity of that love,
the fish explode into the many.
Imagine him, speaking,
and don't worry about what is reality,
or what is plain, or what is mysterious.
If you were there, it was all those things.
If you can imagine it, it was all those things.
Eat, drink, be happy.
Accept the miracle.
Accept, too, each spoken word
spoken with love.
~ Mary Oliver ~
(Why I Wake Early)
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Friday, July 6, 2012

Friday Five: Grateful Edition


Today's Friday Five is brought  by KathrynZJ for RevGalBlogPals and she asks us to relate five things for which we are grateful:

1 Blogging: .Back in 2009, I did a 26-day series of ABC's of Gratitude which I just perused and remembered with thanks.

It reminds me of my formerly enthusiastic days of blogging, when I would spend hours looking at and commenting on other blogs.  It was fun to have so much interaction with blogging friends, mostly RevGals. That's why I like the weekly Friday Fives, because connection is renewed each week, more like "the old days."

2. Family: I am grateful for my family, especially remembering our first child DC, who was born 33 years ago today.

3. Books: I love books and have too many of them! It has been fun to have a subcategory on Pinterest "About Books."  To go along with JFK's quote about gratitude, here's one from Jacqueline Kennedy that I had stored on Pinterest:
I go off on different trails reading books. I am currently re-reading Patricia Cornwell mysteries beginning with the first one published in 1990, while starting ones that take place in England at the time of Henry VIII by C. J. Sansom. At the same time I am still reading books about Jung and Healing the Heart of Democracy by Parker J. Palmer. I also recently started Wolf Hall on my Kindle, but am now going to save it to read on vacation. Wolf Hall is the reason I started reading C. J. Sansom's mysteries.

4. Vacations: Not quite a vacation, but still a trip, I am going to Salt Lake City next weekend to help MJ find a place to live while she goes to graduate school at the University of Utah. She will start in mid-August.

Our family vacation this year will be to Washington State (as usual) to visit family and friends. All our children and their partners will be with us for part of the week we spend on San Juan Island.

5. Friends: Friends are very important to me. I am lucky to have spiritual friends; book-reading friends; blogging friends; friends from my youth; eating friends; walking friends; WWF friends and the list goes on and on.

Thursday, July 5, 2012

IF you have time

"If you have time to chatter,
Read books.

If you have time to read,
Walk into mountain, desert and ocean.

If you have time to walk,
Sing songs and dance.

If you have time to dance,
Sit quietly, you happy, lucky idiot."